INTERNALIZE

by Lesser Degree

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released July 31, 2015

Shout outs and thanks to DROWN, JOSH BOKEMEYER/COMMON IGNORANCE, CHIPPED TEETH, DUE PUNISHMENT, MINDKILL, DANIEL AUSTIN/DIE YOUNG, and all of Texas Hardcore.

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Track Name: Internalize
I never bothered with reaching out
Because the ones I felt should care never offered any help
You can't know how I felt
So I keep it to myself
I can't let it out
I can't let you in
Where do I go
When does it end
I can't let it out
I can't let you in
Where do I go
When it never fucking ends
Internalize
I distance myself cause I heard it would help
Scared of how I felt so I kept it to myself
Locked myself in a coffin
Cause I thought it was best
Now I'll always be crushed by the weight of everything I'll never get off my chest.
INTERNALIZE.
Track Name: Exit
I fear I'm walking to the end of the line
I feel it coming, I've used all my time
I feel the hand of Death reaching to take me
The hand is mine, there's no escaping
If you wake and I'm missing
Believe I'm not coming back
And when I'm gone, don't cry for me
I don't regret anything.
I could only go on for so long
And now I'm done.
Save your breath
Just give me the gun
Pray this hurts
Pull the trigger
EXIT EARTH.
Track Name: Without
I have told myself never to love
because the ones who meant the most
never thought I was enough.
I'm tired, of trying to be
Maybe some sleep is all I need.
You have shown me that we can learn from our mistakes,
but still remain in the same place.
I will never let anyone in this now vacant space.
I only want to know you remember my name, I barely recognize your face.
I wish I could say that you felt the same,
but my name leaves a bitter taste
in your mouth.
So go on insist your better off this way
I could change, I did, but you never even noticed
Me.
So go for it, I'll wish you well,
I wish I could learn to only think of myself.
Alone, in a room without,
I am within.
Track Name: Born Numb (ft. Jordan McKinney)
I live in this dark place, finding meaning in nothing.
Lived my whole life looking for purpose,
It's not even worth it.
We're all fighting and fucking,
Hoping to feel something,
but we're all born numb,
so it's not working, so fuck it,
I'm done.
Fighting and fucking,
Hoping to feel something,
And we're all born numb,
So it's not fucking worth it.
I live in this dark place finding meaning in nothing,
Lived my whole life looking for purpose,
It's not even worth it.
No hope for the ones born numb,
Been living a lie since day one.

All.
Born.
Numb.

Not.
Worth.
It.

We're all.
BORN.
NUMB.

It's not.
Worth.
It.
Track Name: Fate
I'm losing focus,
And I never sleep,
From all the thoughts in my head,
Haunting me.
I try, my whole life to find,
Some relief
Or time to breathe.
Everything's been pushing down on me.
And I can't stand the weight.
Feel like the world's been holding out on me.
I can't accept this
FATE.
Forced to live a life I never wanted.